Also, if you have a holiday card post somewhere on your LJ, CAN YOU PLEASE LINK ME TO IT?
Additionally, if you haven't hit me up for a holiday card PLEASE DO SO HERE.
My last class is tomorrow night, which is good. I have not yet finished my project, which is less good.
Tora may not be getting a Christmas bonus, which is bad. (Very bad, holy shit.)
And Bronte has had three accidents in as many days (which is v. v. bad and also unpleasant).
However, I'm not sick, which is an improvement over last year.
I'm also giving serious consideration to teaching for the college again. I'm trying to talk myself out of it, but I kind of miss doing something that feels worthwhile, even though I did bitch a LOT about the rampant idiocy. I... don't know. The job caused me a lot of stress towards the end there, but that had a lot to do with other things going on at the time. I enjoyed teaching, and it's something I'm good at.
I also feel utterly detached from just about any sort of fandom these days. I want to finish OGAM, if only because I ... need to finish it. I don't like the idea of leaving something that huge left unfinished. But writing in general has been difficult. If I write at all, I try to focus the efforts on original fic. It's like... the OGAM-verse used to be a lot more vivid in my head, and it just... isn't anymore. I may just try to make the next chapter the last chapter, because... it very well could be -- it'd just mean cutting a lot of extra frou-frou bits. I don't know. I... kind of need to make myself give a damn again.
The same goes for BitR -- ever since Takaya ended the series, I have had zero urge to work on the story, because I hated her ending so very much. I dunno, might just yank that one -- or figure out how to make it shorter.
So! Going to walk Darwin, work on my project, and pick out a couple of things to read in order to get myself primed to write my Yuletide story, and ... and I am going to attempt to get into SOME SEMBLANCE OF THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT because, damn, I am no fun like this.