I know it hurt to go through that one round of PhD applications, but I really think you should give it another go. I don't want to sound like the happy-go-lucky friend who's all "hang in there, champ!" but, really - you *love* literature, I can't imagine you not pursuing something related to that; whether that something is either a PhD program, a position at a prep school, or a position at a better university. And I want to tell you to follow your dream of opening a tea shop as well, not only because I think it's a very neat idea, but you should do what feels right. Do what your heart desires. It's probably not very helpful to say that right now when your heart feels so indecisive and you have so many doubts and worries about things, but I know you will find niche, and believe me, there are lots of people who will support you and be with you every step of the way. And don't be afraid to give yourself those days to feel like a grump and vent! :)

I've come to the conclusion that kitties and cars don't mix. Kiko is actually fine in the car, but then again she seems to think she's a dog. Speaking of which, dogs and cars mix very well and giving Wendy a car ride is equivalent to giving her a valium with a shot of whiskey - instant sleep.