I don't want to say "OMG I HOPE I HAVE HYPOTHYROIDISM," but I will be very upset if the tests don't show anything conclusive. I just want some sort of resolution, I guess. I'm tired of TRYING so hard to do the right things and eat well and be healthy, and it just... not even having any effect. This has actually been bugging me for a long time, but I just assumed that I wasn't doing enough -- wasn't exercising enough, wasn't eating healthy enough, wasn't being smart or good enough. And now there is a chance that what's going on might not be directly related to anything I've been doing. And THAT is a potential relief. Not the possibility that I may have a thyroid disorder. I don't WANT it, but I do want some sort of... validation? If that makes sense?
I also want to know what on earth has been going on with my hand.
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Date: 2009-02-06 01:54 am (UTC)I also want to know what on earth has been going on with my hand.
I AM A WALKING MEDICAL MYSTERY.